I feel good and relaxed

I have been playing webcam with old and new friends recently. Thank you for borrowing me the webcam, my baby sze ^^ The netmeeting function made me see lots of old friends again.

I have used this function with the very special friend of mine. I have not talked to this person almost four years. It is because we had a fight 5 years ago. We did lots of thing to hurt each other feeling. I was totally influenced by this issue. My emotion was down to the deepest negative of mind. I was thinking why this person treated me badly whatever I done. Since my Australia journey til now, I have been changing a lot. I think I have been touched for lots of things. When I suddenly think back about myself, I know how childish and selfish I was in that issue. I want to apologise to this person for a long time. But I was not able to talk with this person. I just don't know how I can speak the word "sorry" to this person.

However, I did it tonight. I finally feel relaxed and good for my heart. Maybe this person might just think I am typing a sentance, but i do mean it from the bottom of my heart. The secret in my mind has been relaxed. It really brings me a lot of emotion, when I send the apologise to this person in my MSN. Thank you.